Wednesday, October 22, 2003

My three year old seems to feel a lot better. He seems to have changed, but that's because I look at him a lot differently now. I've always cherished him, but the impact of his reaction to the tests and the fact that he might have to have a shot everyday until he finished puberty has made me want to hang on to him and never let go. My behavior has changed, too. I'm a notorious grump when I'm awakened in the middle of the night, but he woke us up last night and I surprised myself with my patience and kindness to him. And it wasn't through gritted teeth, either. It was genuine. I hope that can last.
We don't have the results yet. We should get them today or tomorrow. I'll keep you informed.

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